August 29, 2026

Alaska We Hardly Knew Ye

It was Mount Denali day!  We rose early in order to have our bags out by 7am, per instructions.  Headed to the lodge for breakfast. Then to the tour bus. 

Eventually we climb to 2,400 feet along Denali park highway, the highest point on it. 

We can't see the peak whatsoever despite driving towards it for a couple hours. Apparently the great height is both blessing and curse, the latter in that clouds more easily obscure it. It has its own weather system. Sometimes the bigger the object, the more you can't see it but let the theologians ponder that. 

Eventually we reach "the point",  a commanding view indeed, where an elderly Native American woman gave us a talk on her culture and led us in an Indian dance.

Meanwhile I was wondering how you hide a 20,000 ft mountain, the highest in North America?  Apparently clouds can. I asked the guide if we could see any part of the base so that later I can circle that part of the photo and say, "Trust me bro, Denali is here".  But alas she said no. Superior they say never gives up her dead nor does Mount McKinley show herself. As a famous sportswriter wrote of Ted Williams not acknowledging the crowd after his final home run: "the gods do not answer letters".

The long build-up was akin to The Wizard of Oz where we traveled down the long yellow brick road and at the end meet a guy behind a curtain of clouds.

Our tour guide tried to make the best of it  primarily by not mentioning it. Denial at Denali is a powerful drug.  We made our way semi-ignorantly thinking we'd see the majestic mountain.  The stops were "make work" types of things, like stopping by a restored cabin used by park rangers. 

Our guide saw caribou on two occasions and we stopped the bus and we all furiously glassed the but no dice. Of the bus of about 30, maybe 2-5 people saw it, despite sitting there maybe ten minutes each time. It's amazing how difficult it is for us "civilians" to find animals out in their natural habitat. 

I thought, "I'm going to have a T-shirt made with a cloud with caption 'Mount McKinley'. Or maybe "Mount Disappointment".  Our waitress says her parents coming to town next week and she's crossing her fingers they'll get to see the hidden one.  She says it feels like all summer it's been missing in action. Said maybe a normal summer you see it 30% of the time but this time like 7%. Who knew? I would've had I read the guidebook I bought. 

A nice surprise was the Denali Park Village lodge. Our stay here is brief but memorable: a charming little "village".  Because this campus is wooded, has no cars, and where buildings are made of wood logs, it felt sort of "Williamsburg-y". Indeed the dinner theatre had maids serving in bustiers from the gold rush era. But, as James Kunstler has said, any place without cars is intrinsically appealing.  

We had dinner at the lodge and the prices were spruce-tip high. I squandered $30 on a burger, albeit a mix of elk, wild boar, bison and Wagyu beef. Surprising (or not) it tasted  like a hamburger. 

Afterward we had that quintessential Alaska experience: simply a walk outside. The good-sized Nenana river was practically in our backyard and behind it forest-covered mountains.  It was like walking into a postcard or oil painting. The trail was gravel and led to a beach with soft gray sand and a few scattered rocks as if for effect. The water color was not like I've seen in Ohio - a light slate-ish color, presumably from pulverized rock, but a much finer coloring than the clay or topsoil of Ohio streams. 

Ironically, it was a much more beautiful and inspiring hike than that in Denali around the visitor center earlier today.  There it was fine by many standards, if not Alaska's. Lots of trees damaged by beetles. We saw animal scat that looked unfamiliar (later looked it up and it was moose poop).  We went off path to what looked like nothing much more than a game trail. It was mostly uphill but was interesting for the views down and the spruce with their straight and tall profiles grow on you. 

Earlier we'd watched an 18-minute film in the theatre at the Denali park visitor center and they said the highlight of Denali is Mount Denali. Obviously.  Ouch!

But wait! There's more...

We started the next day off with coffee outside our lodging, the Denali Park Village,  overlooking the river. A cool 49 degrees but no wind.  I was feeling a tad sluggish and was looking forward to being on the bus and watching the fog carve out holes in mountains. By 10am we were on the road. Our first stop was at a roadside boardwalk of maybe 20 businesses, all tourist-oriented. We headed straight to the Erin-recommended Black Bear Coffee joint (Erin was our tour guide) and had coffee and espresso. 

Back on the road we drove till about 1:15pm to an overlook stop at the southern tip of Denali.  Here, eyes wide with disbelief, we could finally see not just the base but the peak and much of Denali. Just some cloud cover in the midsection. We giddily jumped off the bus and walked up a path maybe a quarter-mile for a better view. Some climb mountains because they're there. We look at mountains for the same reason.
 
Later, in Talkeetna (some 80 miles away) we got a "full moon view" there of Denali, without a cloud or wisp to obscure. We walked on down the beach to a quiet spot and prayed a rosary with the mountain and river in front of us. Denali seems an apt symbol of God: inaccessible and "other", but paradoxically accessible by faith or sight.  

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I think the exploding popularity of national parks and Alaska is due in part to how we, as a culture, no longer produce beautiful architecture. So we look to our need for beauty to God's architecture. Just look at Obama’s Presidential eyesore. 

I already miss the mountains, specifically walking early morning out of our Denali park village room and immediately seeing over the 3-story buildings a spruce-laden mountain. I think they serve to remind us that there’s something larger than ourselves. The sky alone should do that but the sky feels invisible to us most of the time. It’s like air.  But mountains are harder to ignore. Maybe that’s why there’s such “stickiness”  in terms of attachment people feel to mountains. Appalachians are famously reluctantly to leave their homes despite poverty and a lack of work opportunities. North Carolina is one of the fastest growing states and Alaskans and Alaska transients tend to stay there. John Denver lived in flat places all his childhood but later wrote a song about West Virginia and lived permanently in the mountains of Colorado. A guy we met on the plane who was dressed in buckskin and looked like an early 20th century trapper was born in Kansas and spent his childhood wanting to live in Alaska. He did so right after he served in the military and has been there 50 years. His name is Howard. Lives in a tiny town just outside of Nome and was traveling to the Mayo Clinic. 

We finished with a return to Talkeetna, two days after leaving. Just going back to again for a few hours before the trip struck a chord, like how they teach in music theory that music should start at one note and then move up or down but then return to the "home" note...

On Suffering

It's hard to take in the suffering of the teen daughter of Jennifer Fulwiler. Jennifer was a blogger around 2004, then Catholic convert and mother of I've-lost-count, followed by a comedy career. Her daughter has a particularly vicious form of brain cancer and doctors have been fighting it for almost a year now. Sometimes the tortures of hospitals and chemo seem to outweigh the potential benefit but if you're that young and you have a 30% chance of winning then why not. But on the other hand I'm not so fond of the medical industrial complex. A lot of it seems driven by profit with less attention to the suffering they cause, particularly chemo. 

The inability to accept suffering is our modern condition. Pope Benedict in 2007 wrote, 

"the individual cannot accept another's suffering unless he personally is able to find meaning in suffering, a path of purification and growth in maturity, a journey of hope. Indeed, to accept the "other" who suffers, means that I take up his suffering in such a way that it becomes mine also. Because it has now become a shared suffering, though, in which another person is present, this suffering is penetrated by the light of love.

The Latin word con-solatio, "consolation", expresses this beautifully. It suggests being with the other in his solitude, so that it ceases to be solitude. Furthermore, the capacity to accept suffering for the sake of goodness, truth and justice is an essential criterion of humanity, because if my own well-being and safety are ultimately more important than truth and justice, then the power of the stronger prevails, then violence and untruth reign supreme. Truth and justice must stand above my comfort and physical well-being, or else my life itself becomes a lie."

These are familiar sentiments but I have to constantly remind myself that the point of earth is not to avoid suffering but to find meaning and growth in it. 

August 03, 2026

How Do You Solve a Problem Like a Tucker?

Like the famous Maria in "The Sound of Music", Tucker has had a lot of dramatic turns of late. A little timeline to help flesh out the dramatic changes:  

1/7/2021: Carlson criticizes Trump, texting a colleague that the then-president was "a demonic force, a destroyer."

3/5/2021: Dominion sues Fox.

2/16/2023: Heritage Foundation announces Tucker Carlson as speaker in April. 

3/?/2023: Demonic attack (sometime between late March or April). Still bears scars. Begins reading Bible. Rod Dreher: "Shortly after I made the introductions [for him to see a priest], Carlson texted to thank me, but to say that the priest's work seemed like 'witchcraft' to him and that he would be fine simply reading the Bible alone. After this polite rebuff, the Catholic priest of the exorcist team told me that Carlson was in 'grave danger' and that he had no idea of the power of what he was dealing with."

3/31/2023: Discusses Bible intensely with Rupert Murdoch's fiancĂ©e Ann Lesley Smith. Murdoch, much annoyed, dumps her two weeks after. 

4/21/2023: He talks at Heritage Foundation in which for first time he states we are in a “spiritual battle”. 

4/24/2023: Fired from Fox. 

10/7/2023: Israel stand down. 

11/1/2023: Starts his streaming service and around this time endorses Trump. 

12/1/2023: Says, "They're not aliens, they've always been here. I do think it's spiritual. If the US government has, in fact, had contact with these beings and has entered into some sort of agreement with them, it's a very, very heavy thing."

4/9/2024: Like Charlie Kirk, begins turning against Israel in months after 10/7... has friendly interview on this date with Palestinian pastor Munther Isaac. Carlson highlighted claims that Israel harms/targets Christians. 

9/15/2024: Carlson hosts Darryl Cooper, alternative WW2 history guru and Holocaust minimizer (by attributing the deaths largely to improvisation and logistical failure instead of intentional policy). 

9/10/2025: Charlie Kirk murdered. 

10/25/2025: Carlson interviewed Fuentes.

2/28/2026: Iran War begins. 

3/2026: Expresses great regret for supporting Trump. 

4/2026: Tucker claimed the biblical Book of Esther describes a "genocide of Persians" committed by Jewish people. The text itself contradicts this as the 75,000 casualties were not random Persian citizens; they were an armed mob following an active royal decree to slaughter the Jewish population. 

6/2026: Retracts his prior anti-Muslim stance.

At first blush, it's interesting the devil thought the bold and brave Carlson would be scared off by the demonic vexation. But it seems to have potentially "worked", in some sense, given that Carlson rebuffed help from Orthodox or Catholic priests and risks going to the other extreme. 

Reading between the lines he seems to have been red-pilled on Israel, like Charlie Kirk, by the 10/7 fiasco.  He presumably began reading alternative histories in the wake of that and I suspect Charlie's death was part of the reason for the middle finger given via the Fuentes interview. 

Keen observation from podcaster and philantrophist Jason Jones: "It’s easy and natural to go from Zionism to antisemitism because in both cases you are 'othering' the Jews."